Change

Nothing is everlasting. Relationship never lasts, be it friendship, love relationship, kinship, all kinds of relationship. Feelings always change, thoughts arise and disappear, plans change all the time. Everything changes every single second.
Recently, relationship with some of my friends seems to be changing. Although it has not changed distinctively, i can see it coming. Our distance has widen and we are drifting away further from one another as days go by. It has been many years since things have stayed almost the same, until recently. No one ever expected things to turn out the way it would be. However, it's a fact and we just have to learn to accept it as it is. I have not been in touch with a good old friend of mine ever since he moved to a new working environment. He needs a lot of time to adjust his mindset to take up new challenges. For the past years, we had tried in one way or another to keep in touch, but as both of us get ourselves involved in more work, familiarity gradually faded. We have not met each other for a year or so. I can vaguely remember the last time we had dinner together....or was it lunch?
In just a year, or a few months, those once close to you have taken a step further from your life.
That's changes, something that happen everyday.

I have not met my dad for many years. I can't seem to remember how he looks like. Both of us do not seem to want to contact each other. No matter what, he's still someone who has given me half of my life. Although it's best that we keep a distance, i still pray the best for him.

Plans change.
For the past month, or rather weeks, my plan for the near futher keeps changing, and it's still changing. I do not know what lies ahead of me, and I do not dare to even think too far ahead, because knowing myself, I can decide on something today, and decide on another tomorrow.
So right now, I'll just keep working until i have the courage to do something drastic. :-)

Wah...keep working..doesn't that sound scary?