I believe in miracle, but it doesn't happen all the time. You need some luck for miracle to happen. Today, a miracle happened. NONE OF MY FRIENDS ARE ONLINE ON MSN AT 6.45PM! 15 minutes have past by and yet still no one online! This is the first time that i'm the only lonely soul online. Where has everyone gone to?
Miracle, it does happen.....but i'm not waiting for it though, cuz when it happens, it happens.
Anyway, today, my colleague wanted to introduce me a guy from NJC. She said he's a buddhist, and he's also looking for a buddhist. haha...sounds good eh?
I'm still someone who believes in fate, and i don't really like match making session, so....i rejected her kind offer. Moreover, i still have him on my mind. Although i am trying to rid my feelings for him, it's not easy. It's just going to cause me more pain if i force myself to forget. So, will just let nature takes its course. I pray to Tara everyday...if we are not fated to share our life together, please help me untie this knot.
Oh, another thing happened today. My mum broke my favourite cup. :-( I see this as an auspicious sign...i have to let go of what i love, or rather..who i love...:-) It's not meant to stay with me.
I don't believe in miracle anymore.
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Assuming my old identity from 25th March 2009. It's time to start afresh.
寂屋出租——潘玮柏
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- Karma Sonam Lhamo
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- I eat, I work, I sleep, I dream, I am just like anyone of you.
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haha...ur last part sound so drama...u sure e cup has a link wif ur love...if it helps u 2 放下，then think it tt way bah...anw ur heart will b e one 2 untie tis knot...giv urself more time bah...u promise me u will b happi k=D
佛经上说，人生有七种苦难。
生、老、病、死、怨憎会、爱别离、求不得
我就说爱别离与求不得。。
《爱别离》是一种执着的苦。人生本来聚少离多，若能看透这点，爱别离的苦也便不存在了；但真要做到如此“空”，非有大智慧者不能为。所以佛还说，七苦之上的苦，便是不知佛法苦，谓之“苦苦”。佛主张超脱苦乐，凡人偏偏不想如此无味，明知最终是苦，也要先乐了再说；家人爱之温暖，恋人爱之炽烈，朋友爱之淳厚，在在令人不舍，就算最终一个别离，又有几人能抵御沉浸其中的欢愉？待到花落云散，冬雷震震夏雨雪之时，才惊觉昨天的生活已是今天的美梦，所爱的终究像手中的沙一般飘扬而去，午夜梦回之际，这“爱别离”的滋味，怎一个“苦”字了得？
《求不得》。天下熙熙，皆有所求；天下攘攘，皆有不得。如此便有苦恼。其实若是鸡毛蒜皮，一针一线，不得也就算了，顶多恼一阵子，算不得苦。世间最怕两种求不得，一种是“得到再失去”，一种是“可望不可及”。又要说希腊神话：话说坦塔罗斯杀子为羹，款待众神，企图证明众神并非无所不知。众神为了惩罚他，将他囚禁于水潭中，水及下唇；潭边有果树，果平于眉。他若是渴了喝水，水位便下降，恒及于唇；他若是饿了去吃果子，果枝便上扬，恒平于眉。天长地久有尽时，此苦绵绵无绝期。这便是著名的“坦塔罗斯的苦难”了，同时符合两种最要不得的“求不得”，简直是苦难王冠上的一颗明珠。作为人生苦难的压轴戏，“求不得”的终极残酷性在于，它甚至剥夺了获得其他苦难的权利，那情形就可概括为“求生不得，求死不能”。
握紧拳头你的手心是空的，伸开手掌你拥有全世界。
(全文：http://5abtq5.blog.sohu.com/108719798.html)
Thanks for all the wise advice guys. ermm...actually i'm not upset anymore..just feeling a little pity...i do not want him to feel burdened by my love either, so i will stay happy. :-)
Kudo, i'm still a lay person, though i understand your concern, but the road to enlightenment is indeed full of obstacles. I do not want to see this as an obstacle, instead, i see this from layman point, a little girl who still knows what worldly love is. :-) only by experiencing then will one understands. :-)
Thanks guys. i appreciate your concern. :-)
go my blog and look for the post...放了爱。。。
i'm starting to not believe tat there are miracles.. but i still believe that pleasant surprises still exist... :)
was pleasantly surprised when i saw so many entries (even tho they all dun seem very pleasant for you..) on your blog... something that has not happened for months?? haha... anyway... i'm also pleasantly surprised to find myself on your "friends i treasure" list... thank you gal..:)
the post shld be 《一切完美2》- the songs...
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